Angela N Stuff

Its amazing what talking can do. Communication is so important in a relationship i definitely learned that this last week with Angela. Relationships definitely are not easy either. never knew this but its constant work all the time. What you have to ask yourself is if all the work is worth it. being in a relationship with that person. I definitely decided being with Angela is worth the work and the hardships. I know as long as i can call her mine then it is worth it. Thinking a lot just about what we have and how happy i am with her made me realize i don't ever want to loose her. she really means everything to me and i am very lucky to call her mine. Life definitely challenges you in every way possible. i really dont think the challenges matter to what they are but what really matters is how you react to that hardship. Do you let go and just fall? or do you hold your loves hand tight depending on here to hold you up till you get your feet on the ground. Depend on her to help you threw what ever it may be. So that it will only help build your relationship. So one day when life gets her down she can grab for my hand and ill hold on and never let go.
We went to dinner last night and we had an amazing time. i brought her flowers just because. every girl deserves flowers especially for no reason and Angela definitely deserved them. i just wanted to show her i love her and that i care threw thick in thin. We went to Brick oven which is where we had our first date. On the way there we talked a lot. Figured a lot of things out. overall it was a much needed talk i am very grateful we had. I love her to death. I am very very grateful she came into my life when she did. any earlier or any later i don't know if i would have been ready. everything happens for a reason and i am just learning that more and more each day with Angela N Stuff. You love me and i love you, threw thick and thin, always will and always do.

Broken Hearts N Stuff

you think life is going great.

that everything is going 

your way and that it will all

work out for you.

but thats when life takes a 

big U-turn on you. everything

comes crashing down on you

i was in love with a girl but

she broke my heart. feels

like the world stopped spinning 

for a moment.

that it will never move again.

but i know sadly life will move on.

i have to remember whats my

first goal in life right now.

and that is defending freedom.

to serve side by side with my 

brothers in arms.

i need to be over in Afghanistan

protecting the people i love so 

they can continue to live free and

be happy.

i know that is the one thing that can

and will make me happy is being a 

soldier knowing im doing my job

and protecting the ones i love.

life does move on and wether or not

i want it to, it will. 

the hardest part is i still love her 

even with a broken heart n stuff.